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wish wash wosh wush wesh [17 Jul 2007|12:07pm] bingo tonite love tonite escape tonite love tonite couch dwelling tonite love tonite short drives tnite love tonite how sexy am i

tingles [06 Jun 2007|09:53am] [ mood | chipper ] every step i take seems to only be a negative...but she is still there every effort i make only seems to be the wrong one...but she is still there every attempt to make it better only seems to be too late...but she is still there every brick you throw, ill catch and build us a happy home ups and downs laughter and sadness its part of it all god i love it and i love you ps. your voice is amazing on that track you recorded 1 sexual screamhow sexy am i

armed and dangerous [27 May 2007|11:52am] [ mood | loved ] our relationship is dangerously amazing she goes through alot because of my past she sticks by me i love her endlessly yes, i know she will read this, and make some funny jokes but i love anything she says about me and what i say i love her 1 sexual screamhow sexy am i

ottawa takes game 2 [13 May 2007|01:02am] br>amazing how sexy am i

worry [12 May 2007|11:35am] [ mood | worried ] so i got an email today from hilary and its always good to hear from her during this because of my lack of contact with her but it really made me think in the email she talks about how she has dreams of me cheating on her and how her parents tell her i am cheating on her because she talks in her sleep now i know hilary, and she has had these dreams while laying next to me and i know she also talks in her sleep how is that going to convinvce her parents that i am cheating on her? or that i even would cheat on her? i dont get it people always have dreams about shit like that its never really the case, but worry has to come into your head i just wish she wouldnt put too much worry on it i have spent my time here respecting her, and being patient for her return faithful in our odd situation that it is i dont even know if we are together, and yet i still resepct her she will always have these doubts, and i am fine with that it happens but for her to have time away from me and have her parents tell her that i am that gets to me, because like i said, she always had those dreams and she always talked in her sleep i guess ill just wait for her return to talk to her about this i wouldnt mess anything up with her, i know better than that how sexy am i

3am [12 May 2007|03:24am] awake she consumes my thoughts god i miss her how sexy am i

ottawa takes game 1 [11 May 2007|09:04pm] how sexy am i

gonna hitch a ride [08 May 2007|10:53pm] i miss my girl tons tons tons tons how sexy am i

for tun eco oki e [07 May 2007|10:27am] [ mood | confused ] i miss my lady tons. i havent heard from her, only a garbled phone message late afternoon...i cant hear what she says. just my luck. ill hopefully get out this week to see friends. let me know if you want to get together. and i wonder who this person is that passed away that some of my friends post about. ill feel like a jerk if i know of this person, but right now i cant really fit it in my messed up head. i apologize, my head is a mess. 5 sexual screamshow sexy am i

ottawa... [05 May 2007|10:54pm] how sexy am i

one hour [05 May 2007|05:45pm] I think of all the trouble that we get into whenever I'm around you. Nothing I can do. All the secrets and mistakes that were made. What else do I have to say? I hate being without you. Never going to leave your side 'cause I can't resist the crazy thing you do. It's going to take a lot of your time and I hope someday I can give it back to you. how sexy am i

i kiss the bottle, should have been kissing you [01 May 2007|05:45am] well, its may 1st wish me luck this month 1 sexual screamhow sexy am i

forgive me... [30 Apr 2007|05:56am] [ mood | crushed ] things are a mess right now i blame myself i get hurt because i put myself into this she is a good girl and i am taking into my head what she has told me about how long it will last i shouldnt but i do its too late though ive been through this before honestly its the worst feeling i thought sleeping would help i cant sleep from something that felt so good and right it surely turned into what i fear most and to her i must apologize for she hasnt done much wrong with anything its just so hard to be myself when all i think about is the wrong and i act on it all i have is negative in my head so unfair to us we are amazing together 2 sexual screamshow sexy am i

running of the edge [27 Apr 2007|10:19pm] fuck fuck fuck i am still alive yes fuck stop it stop 1 sexual screamhow sexy am i

what do you want for xmas???? [14 Dec 2006|07:34pm] i am going to post a myspace bulletin!!! how sexy am i

for petes sake...get a grip [24 Aug 2006|01:24pm] [ mood | numb ] i have a lovely network. friends that know friends through friends. how many of you know each other through me? i bet its a lot. i am happy with everyone right now. everyone hangs out..watches me fuck things up and not care. good group of doods and dames. the move was nice..and so far i cant complain. i mean, i have several complaints...but i keep to myself. do you even remember me? has it been that long? do you have any questions for me? to assure that i have changed through time, i am sure youd like to see the difference. c'mon..its on sale and in your size. 5 sexual screamshow sexy am i

Au Pair Update [02 May 2006|12:00pm] New grind band Au Pair(ex heuristic, shallows and flats) http://www.myspace.com/theaupair http://www.myspace.com/debellorecordings Two upcoming shows 7 song demo and posters free at shows --------------------- See You Next Tuesday, The Hound, Au Pair, more TBA Saturday May 6 7:00pm RollerKingdom 5 Highland Park Ave Hudson Ma -------------------- In Dire Need, Dour Cursiva, The Departed, Au Pair, Rohis, Beat to Death, A Terrible Night for a Curse. Friday May 12 7:00pm Tigers Den - Romans 30 Intervale St Brockton Ma 2 sexual screamshow sexy am i

my new band [12 Apr 2006|05:03pm] my new band, Au Pair, has the first show of many coming up. its a band like one of my previous bands, Shallows and Flats. some of the same members(markus, joshua, matthew) it is fast and pretty much grind. i am happy with it cause it gives me a reason to start throwing my guitar around again. just show some support..check it out..and come see me and the band when you can. www.myspace.com/theaupair and come check this show out. April, 22 2006 at Peabody Music Complex Downstairs Lounge 13 Walnut Street, Peabody, MA 01960 PROTEUS AU PAIR AND MORE TBA 2 sexual screamshow sexy am i

whale of a good time [05 Apr 2006|11:13pm] flow is hot turn and turn in and out smell the glove how sexy am i

Gay St Pattys Day Party [16 Mar 2006|06:20pm] st pattys day party at my place, 1030pm. Gay Snake Party of course.(which means dress up) i plan on going out in the streets rather shitfaced at 12am and screaming happy cinco de mayo whilst smashing caronas over melissas head as she does the macarena. 1 sexual screamhow sexy am i

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